It's so interesting I thought I would get a different reaction from this board. I will of course go after the job, but the only way I have been able to not eat is to NOT be around good food. I think about food all the time. From the time I wake up to the time I go to bed. There were a few months after surgery that I did not think like this, but otherwise I do.
I had a had a long talk with me Dad yesterday about this and he said, and he is right, if you feel like you can't control yourself, don't put yourself at risk.
All of this said, I feel so lucky to have gotten the DS and be at a place in my life that FB would even consider me. And I feel lucky to have the friendship and support of this board.