Clematis
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When I left for a nearly month-long European vacation October 5, I weighed 136 (I have hovered around 135 since July and figured it was my set point) and hoped I wouldn't balloon to the 140s with vacation eating. But I got on the scale yesterday and weighed an astonishing 124.8. An 11.2# loss in 3.5 weeks -- more than I ever lost even in the beginning. Egads. BMI of 20.8 is as low as I want to go. I have at least 10# of excess, sagging skin. My size 4 pants are baggy. My cheeks are getting wrinkly. Not attractive.
I can't really explain the weight loss. The food on the tour part of the trip wasn't great and/or it was something my sleeve couldn't tolerate. Oftentimes I had a dollop of several things from the buffet and could eat little except part of a roll with butter. ("Is putting food on your plate and not eating it an American thing?" I was asked. Others called me "The Fairy" because I ate so little. It was hard not to guffaw when several of the women clucked that they wished they were naturally thin like me.) However I ate CONSTANTLY as my purse was filled with melba toast, crostini, nuts, chocolate, nibbles from which I snacked every few minutes on the tour bus or in my hotel room. Junk food, yes, but any calories were good at that point. I went to someone's home for dinner and was determined to eat the fish she served so as not to hurt her feelings. I ate half of it but absolutely could not put a morsel more or any of her dessert in my mouth or I would have blown dinner right there on her table.
And then the last week I got another f'in kidney stone, spent a day in the ER, was sent back to hotel with pain killers which made me nauseous and so I puked and slept my way through the UK. (Kidney stone has not passed but is not active at this moment -- but it WILL awaken.) I gave up on the pain killers two days ago so I would not puke on the plane on the way home. I was ravenous and ate all day yesterday. The scale didn't move upwards this morning but I'm confident the 124.8 weight is not going to be permanent.
One year surgiversary coming up next week. With my plummet last month, I'm nearly half my size from last year. Amazing.
I can't really explain the weight loss. The food on the tour part of the trip wasn't great and/or it was something my sleeve couldn't tolerate. Oftentimes I had a dollop of several things from the buffet and could eat little except part of a roll with butter. ("Is putting food on your plate and not eating it an American thing?" I was asked. Others called me "The Fairy" because I ate so little. It was hard not to guffaw when several of the women clucked that they wished they were naturally thin like me.) However I ate CONSTANTLY as my purse was filled with melba toast, crostini, nuts, chocolate, nibbles from which I snacked every few minutes on the tour bus or in my hotel room. Junk food, yes, but any calories were good at that point. I went to someone's home for dinner and was determined to eat the fish she served so as not to hurt her feelings. I ate half of it but absolutely could not put a morsel more or any of her dessert in my mouth or I would have blown dinner right there on her table.
And then the last week I got another f'in kidney stone, spent a day in the ER, was sent back to hotel with pain killers which made me nauseous and so I puked and slept my way through the UK. (Kidney stone has not passed but is not active at this moment -- but it WILL awaken.) I gave up on the pain killers two days ago so I would not puke on the plane on the way home. I was ravenous and ate all day yesterday. The scale didn't move upwards this morning but I'm confident the 124.8 weight is not going to be permanent.
One year surgiversary coming up next week. With my plummet last month, I'm nearly half my size from last year. Amazing.