My butt is flat. I like it, so that’s good.
I do NOT like this new flat butt and it doesn’t even feel right or comfortable sitting on it sometimes! But I can’t change it I am ignoring it!! It is also becoming an issue for my spinal cord stimulator implant because the battery and programming source is in a fat pocket that used to be in a spot below my waist but next to my hip. But because the fat’s decreasing and gravity this thing is way down in my butt and the skin is thin over it and pinches my flesh against the chair when I sit. That is going to be repaired before the end of the year! Not the gravity but finding a new fat pocket!I like my flat butt but pants/jeans are hard to find that aren’t super baggy back there.
Part of the reason why I am so swayed is because I think I look gross, scrawny and awful so I have been having to rely on what other people tell me until this weirdness goes away and my brain catches up. But I guess their brains are needing to catch up too.