Thank you so much everyone. It's really awkward being called an inspiration lol. I'm just a normal girl (I feel weird calling myself a woman for some reason!) trying to make the best of my life
I had it so rough! I only posted a few bits here and there because it was overwhelming. I don't like to whine but was so miserable, I didn't know what to do with myself! One day at a time is how I made it. I only had 2 days, far from each other, when I felt so down life didn't seem worth it, but I have a wonderful support system that steps in and reminds me of all the things I have going for me.
I refuse to give up. I refuse to quit. I have things against me (2 parter, high start weight, etc) but I look at those things as extra challenges, not things that will certainly stop me. At 324, Im only 40lbs from my surgeons goal. He told me it was unlikely I would get below 280. Sooooooo, me being me, I want to get to 225
I'm stubborn as a mule and HATE to be told what I can and can't do lol.
Thank you all again for your support and encouragement. I needed it and continue to need it.