Bought plane tickets yesterday. Alternating between excitement and terror (mostly on the terror side). On the one hand I really wish I could just say "screw it" and go get it done tomorrow and on the other wondering if I'm making some terrible mistake and I should just forget the whole thing.
Got some protein mix in today from Amazon, mostly have been buying small or sampler sizes because with the taste changes post op it doesn't make sense to buy a big quantity of anything. Whelp, this thing is bigger than my head (and I have a giganormous head). Oops. Anyhow, my plan is to have a little bit of several different types of protein and then pick up some more once I know "the lay of the land" post op.
Work is still an enigma. I'm going to have to push the issue but being intensely conflict averse, that's challenging.
Next 2-3 weeks are going to be pretty hellish, I am still working 5 12+ hour "days" (5PM to 5-7AM), next weekend we have a meeting on Saturday 3 1/2 hours away, the following weekend I have an interview and some preemployment testing for another job I am pursuing (post switch), then at some unspecified point in the week and a half after that a polygraph test for the same job. Weekend after that is where I plan to get off caffeine and soon thereafter I'm on my liver shrinking diet, then the preop diet. Whee! 39 days of fun!