conceit
Baroness
- Joined
- Jan 7, 2014
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Hi guys,
I haven't been here in a while. I've been busy working, healing etc. Some of you guys who were familiar with my posts on Proboards may remember that I had done my research and planned everything to the T. It was painful and disappointing, in the sense that I felt guilty for not going through it because life got in the way. I felt like I should've trucked on, but it would've been a poor idea. Some days are harder than others, but I've been making progress, slow and steady.
I just wanted to let the DS/wls family know where I've been and what I've been up to. I hope you guys are doing wonderfully. I wish the newbies the very best with DS recovery and prep, whatever stage you're on.
Given the upheaval of last year, I have reconsidered the DS and have been considering the VSG lately. I haven't decided against the DS, but as a lightweight, if VSG can get my aims met, then I would like to give it due consideration. My main reasons behind getting the DS were pre-D resolution. I've been thinking about the rigorous DS regimen, and I did feel up to it. I am thorough and organized enough, have been on my own for years, have shouldered adult responsibilities from a young age. It may just be the depression making me feel incompetent about handling the DS life. It does affect our self-perception a great deal. For that reason and some financial difficulties I had last year, I've recently thought of the VSG and perhaps the duodenal jejunal-bypass that Baltasar had suggested. This is the surgery that's being performed to reverse diabetes in average weight adults, in Europe. I think that and the VSG or the VSG alone are back in consideration, besides the DS. Excuse me if I sound garbled and disorganized about the different surgeries right now. I am just a bit tired right now, and I have been prioritizing mental health improvements lately, so I am a bit rusty. All of this is partially why I don't want to decide on DS vs VSG right now. It's not the best time to make or reverse decisions.
I am taking it easy for now. Apologies in advance if I bother you guys again with some brainstorming regarding DS and VSG, in the future, as well as my personal thoughts, and request some feedback. I won't do it until I am doing better, however. Please know that I never have and never would take even a moment of your time for granted. I appreciate it all.
Thanks for reading. Oh, a quick shout out to my angel Shellie: Hope you're well Shellie. Sorry, I haven't been in touch. Hope to catch up with you soon.
I haven't been here in a while. I've been busy working, healing etc. Some of you guys who were familiar with my posts on Proboards may remember that I had done my research and planned everything to the T. It was painful and disappointing, in the sense that I felt guilty for not going through it because life got in the way. I felt like I should've trucked on, but it would've been a poor idea. Some days are harder than others, but I've been making progress, slow and steady.
I just wanted to let the DS/wls family know where I've been and what I've been up to. I hope you guys are doing wonderfully. I wish the newbies the very best with DS recovery and prep, whatever stage you're on.
Given the upheaval of last year, I have reconsidered the DS and have been considering the VSG lately. I haven't decided against the DS, but as a lightweight, if VSG can get my aims met, then I would like to give it due consideration. My main reasons behind getting the DS were pre-D resolution. I've been thinking about the rigorous DS regimen, and I did feel up to it. I am thorough and organized enough, have been on my own for years, have shouldered adult responsibilities from a young age. It may just be the depression making me feel incompetent about handling the DS life. It does affect our self-perception a great deal. For that reason and some financial difficulties I had last year, I've recently thought of the VSG and perhaps the duodenal jejunal-bypass that Baltasar had suggested. This is the surgery that's being performed to reverse diabetes in average weight adults, in Europe. I think that and the VSG or the VSG alone are back in consideration, besides the DS. Excuse me if I sound garbled and disorganized about the different surgeries right now. I am just a bit tired right now, and I have been prioritizing mental health improvements lately, so I am a bit rusty. All of this is partially why I don't want to decide on DS vs VSG right now. It's not the best time to make or reverse decisions.
I am taking it easy for now. Apologies in advance if I bother you guys again with some brainstorming regarding DS and VSG, in the future, as well as my personal thoughts, and request some feedback. I won't do it until I am doing better, however. Please know that I never have and never would take even a moment of your time for granted. I appreciate it all.
Thanks for reading. Oh, a quick shout out to my angel Shellie: Hope you're well Shellie. Sorry, I haven't been in touch. Hope to catch up with you soon.
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