Yeah...the first time we lived near casinos, Mr Sue always traveled as part of his job. And MiniSue and I were "home" in a free housing situation that was about to end. Mr. Sue called every night. One night I told him that he had had a good day because he had bought a house. Later, he told that to his partner, who said, "I wish Marilyn would stop being so fussy and find a house she likes."
Not long after that, we learned that Marilyn has dumped $30,000 into slots. Thirty thousand dollars! And that was over thirty years ago. (Just under $65k adjusted for inflation.). THAT'S why she couldn't find a house she liked.
So yes...this:
it won't make me happy or younger or less anxious