workinprogressxo
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- Dec 12, 2014
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Hope everyone got threw the holidays ok... I had a hard time for sure but I just keep in mind why I did this and it was interesting because I am now starting g to see how much I just didn't give a shit when it came to what I put ok n my mouth. I ate what ever when ever ... and then would have some more pre op . Having a partner in crime ( my husband) didn't help either the difference is he is at a healthy weight and always has been and I just gained and gained. It was hard when he would lay in bed and eat all the holiday stuff I missed so much and I would say some things every now and then to him but ultimately it was my choice to do the surgery so he shouldn't have to suffer. At 5 weeks post op I'm fine ding I'm feeling good knew day and awful the next and I am struggling w my water the most. I have even had thought like ... an Iv treatment would sucks less then one more fucking swallow of water but I get it down. It's just making me so nausea. I have lost 45 pounds in 5 weeks so I'm very very grateful for that but I do feel like I have worked for it as I'm sure everyone after was does when they loss weight it's not easy but enough rambling just frustrated today...