BUT you are dealing with the moment and are entitled to moan! At least in here, 
As well as grump, gripe, and whine. Just ignore your nurses...they are there to HELP you not pass judgement. Let them do what they have to do and if they say something even to each other just give them "that look"...you know, the one your mom would give you when you knew you were saying something stupid as a kid...my Mother called it her southern lady "go to hell" look.
You are looking fantastic...and yes, you had a very rough start but YOU are doing this and your dh is there for you. If it made him think about the future, so much better. We are NOT invincible...
