I'm tellin ya, I was the same way...no prob until that weekend before then I was a hot mess. I knew it was going to be ok then blubber for a bit....my husband would roll his eyes and finally come over and give me a hug then I'd really sob. It was annoying! I couldn't control it! Just breathe deep, focus on the stepson and keep drinking. You will conquer this girliness!!! You will!!
I like people who are a bit nuts, as long as it isn't the scary kind, lol! I've always been told I'm too serious, so it helps balance that a bit, I think, to have friends who are a little bit crazyBtw. Disclaimer: I AM. Completely nuts lol but not the scary kind....more the dorky kind. I've made 90% of my friends online including the one and only hubzter
. Oh, and I also met my hubby online. 
Amen to that!
Just excited!!!! I think explaining my fears in writing helped. I express myself a lot better in writing. Also having mike hear me out (it's hard to interrupt scribbles on paper, lol) made a difference I'm ready! Slice me and dice me!
Getting proper excited!!! Life is about to change dramatically!
To say I am excited is an understatement. I have started to pack and tick things off my list. Movie was cancelled as stepson had to go home early We only found out last night before mike and I went to bed, so there were tears this morning. Bless him. It does work out for us a bit better though as everything was going to be rushed. Now the plan is to get Harley off to kennel for the week, finish packing, sort out piercings and try to get some sleep! It's like a child waiting for Santa!!! This time tomorrow I could be buck ass nekkid, a catheter up my hoohaw, a needle in my arm and a mask on my face. Crazy that it came so quick! I waited for a million years and it all happened in a couple of weeks.
