Dawn, right now your focus shouldn't be on getting a full DS someday, but instead on recovering from a very serious complication of your RNY to sleeve, or whatever we should call your recent revision. Give yourself lots of time to recover both in body and spirit. Usually I'm telling people to think longterm, but with sepsis and complications it's necessary to deal with the short term, which is to get the leak and resutant infection under control and healed, and then to get you home and recovering and regaining your strength. So stick with today, with being closer to recovery tomorrow than you are today, and we'll deal with the rest later.