I'm sitting at the airport with hubby waiting for the plane to fly us to California. Scared to death! So many unknowns. Plus far from home. I hope I can sleep the next 3 nights! I meet Dr K for the first time tomorrow. So many times I have wondered if I am being selfish and ridiculous for having this surgery at my age. I just want to stop hiding from people for the rest of my life. And feel comfortable in my own skin. I want to do things! Not get looks of disgust!